growing up.

2011-12-01T00:38:00.001+08:00

Wish to hide under the blanket now to cry.
Its only times when I find no one that I'll start coming back here to rant.
why do I feel like shit now i dont know.

I have to be independent, learn to live alone.

No more escaping.

2011-10-14T00:27:00.000+08:00

It's Friday yet again, a long day ahead but TGIF. Then again, I'm down with flu & headache and what not, lets hope no fever tomorrow.

I can't write as well as others. I can't draw as well as the rest. I don't have the confidence that people have. Envious or Jealous? I want to be like them, I want to be good at something, to be able to speak to others with pride.

Why am I afraid to speak to people? Why avoid at all cost? Is it so difficult for me to have confidence in my looks, behaviour, work, character...myself? Is there anything I can do to gain confidence, to improve my self-esteem?

People describe me as loud, bi-polar, cheerful, extrovert. But I know that was all a pretense. I can never be natural, can hardly feel comfortable around others. Just so afraid that people look at me in a way which I dislike. I mind how people look at me, I can't escape this truth.

I want to look into the mirror and feel pretty. I want to love myself, and accept myself for who I am, and not aim to be anyone else. I want to believe in myself & ignore all those eyes.

CHICBUDDDDSSS!

2011-07-17T20:11:00.002+08:00

preeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeetty!!

Headphones or inner earpiece?

I'm charmedddd, okay I shop too much online.

And the Baggu bag, shitzxzx!

So tempted.

Should I get my bag? Actually, I think headphones cuter :)

chicbuds.com

Or this this?!

All colours so pweeeeeeettttyyyyyyy :) :) :)

All pictures from chicbuds.com hehe.

So I can't decide what I like so I'm not getting any..yet?

all too nice happy with any lah really, wait for next year birthday, LOL.

OH WAIT, Blueberry Black Chicbuds earphones damn nice tooo!!!

My favourite Swarovski crystals ohmann.

So anyway, school is startingzxzxzx!

ZOMG so soon ):

Haven't played enough!

Every week its just meeting with OG, I kind of feel attached to them.

LAN & ice-skated for the first time with them, not too bad right? :D

Though I still fail at skating, sighhhh.

I'm hoping that people in my course will be nice.

Hope none of them will dislike me.

Oh I'm still thinking about how to check-in to hostel?!

Camp plus check-in, so i must drag a huge luggage to camp isit...D:

Sigh maybe i'll skip camp.

But I want to have hall friends so yeah so I'll probably force myself to go.

Really nothing to blog about these days.

):

2011-07-16T11:44:00.001+08:00

What to do what to do what to do what to do what to do what to do what to do what to do what to do what to do what to do what to do what to do what to do what to do what to do what to do what to do what to do what to do what to do what to do what to do what to do what to do what to do what to do what to do what to do what to do what to do what to do what to do what to do what to do what to do what to do what to do what to do what to do what to do what to do what to do what to do what to do what to do what to do what to do what to do what to do what to do what to do what to do what to do what to do what to do what to do what to do what to do what to do what to do what to do what to do what to do what to do what to do what to do what to do what to do what to do what to do what to do what to do what to do what to do what to do what to do what to do what to do what to do what to do what to do what to do what to do what to do what to do what to do what to do what to do what to do what to do what to do what to do what to do what to do what to do what to do what to do what to do what to do what to do what to do what to do what to do what to do what to do what to do what to do what to do what to do what to do what to do what to do what to do what to do what to do what to do what to do what to do what to do what to do!!!!

2011-07-02T13:06:00.002+08:00

I'm confused.

What now?

DEMETRIUS

2011-06-27T19:47:00.002+08:00

SDE CAMP WAS A BLASTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT!

Sunburnt, muscle aches, brain dead, butt pain and toe sprain.

Worth it!!! :D
My OGMs were great, not to forget all my OGLs! :)
hehe.
Considering ID/ARCHI camp, but I don't want to faint, haha.

Well, having 4 days camp made me miss them so much, its weird not to see them when I wake up.
well, good things come to an end, but outings yay! :D

Omg I swear the worse part about the camp was..THE MEALS.
No appetite max!

okay lazy to post actually, byeeeeeeee babies!

Snap down to work!

2011-06-05T12:11:00.002+08:00

): ): ):

Day 7th!
Feels so..empty.
& when book out day comes, theres hardly anytime we have, sigh!

So anywayyyyy, SDE talk on 11th June! which is book-out day..okay back to topic.
I don't know if anyone I know is going or not?!
I wouldn't want to train down to NUS alone, besides, I don't know what bus to take!
Wish D will book out on Friday so he'll go with me.
& I can't not go because its the only chance to sign up for the SDE camp, which I want to go!!!
Hope Viki's going so at least theres someone I know though not close but I'm sure it'll be good! :)

Life really sucks for me now you knowwwww.
The week that just passed wasn't exactly good/bad.
Met up with friends & more friends!

Tuesday was birthday celebration with the pokks but only a few heheh but I'm happy they actually can come! :D Lovelove Vivien Yiting Guiyue Eunice Siewchen!
& family celebrated with me as well, felt happy!

Wednesday was out with Waikhee & Adelyn awwwww I really I spending time with them you know you know! :) Though time spent was short but I think I was really really contented!
Oh, & chionged hostel application till 10plus after I reached home, glad I was in time man!

& my colleagues gave me surprise celebration after they found out that my birthday was the day before! :D hahhaha emo + happiness = Double happiness :)

Thursday was homeeeeee time to rest after so much playing huh :)

Fridayyyyy..Oh went dinner with Michelle & Jessica!
Like finallyyyyyyyy :D
Michelle so different in my opinion hahaha so pretty & good figure okay!
Had a good talk with Jessica, and I made a cooment like,
" IT'S GOOD TO HAVE FRIENDS."
She gave the HUH?! OF COURSE LAH YOU VERY FUNNY LEH.

Hmmm but then again, its really true.
I'm very glad that that I have good friends who will accompany me when D is not around, & won't complain that we always stick together.
Friends standby each other I think its very very true, thats what friends are for right!
I love my friends, if I don't have any then I can go knock against the wall & die.

Last night had dinner with 09S105 (partial).
I guess the guys really like staying home unless people ask them out, NS guys well.
all the NS talkssssss lucky I know abit HAHA if not it'll just be "Oh, not again" kind of feeling.

Oh, did I mention that for all that I was working in the day & only met friends at night?
Agony!
Waking up early & worrying about being late is routine!
I should have said to end in Mid-June instead..Sighhhhhh.
But then again, I have excuse to use my leave :)
For camp! :)
Because I can't think of anything to take leave, and I have like 4days paid leave?!
And but but then again again I don't know what to do if I'm not working.

Meeting Amd Yuxi Sher Sarah laterrrrr oh childhood friends I say {:

Hope D will text me with his friend's phone again!
No communication device really sucks.
For Me.

Ten Days of Torture.

2011-05-30T21:21:00.001+08:00

FIRST DAY!!!! )':

How to tahan anymore?!
Sighhhhhh, hang in there Wenxin.
Everything will be fine, better than ever.

HAPPY ANNIVERYSARY! :)

2011-05-08T15:15:00.003+08:00

Last night was Baby's and mine make-up celebration :)
Its really great!

All the awaiting seems worthwhile afterall. He's great, really great, I feel so blissed with him!

All the surprises, the holding back from him, everything was so unexpected & much better than I thought!
Hope he liked my surprise tooooooo :D

I love you baby, thank you sooooo much for everything.
Now, I know I know I know! :D

Will blog again when I get the pictures, probably next week I guess [:

Biggy!

2011-05-05T16:58:00.002+08:00

Has been exactly a month since I last blogged.

Work has been boring and a bitch, but I'm doing it for money whatever.
So other than work, off work hours have been completely filled as well!
At least for the last three weeks.

Things have been going smoothly, other than occassional sobs & depression, because my boy is not around!
I'm always complaining why do I have to wait so long, and other people don't.
Why must he be confined for 3 weeks but others don't.

Well, I'm just a whiny girlfriend.
But honestly, I whine alot, but I'm actually very proud of this boy!
He's my officer boy :D

He may not have time for me, but he's capable :)
People says my boyfriend is an officer, so I should be happy.
But he will have less time for me and all ):
Is it a good deal?
I dont know.
But I'm proud of him no matter what. Love you baby :) :)

So recently, met up with group of friends that I haven't seen for quite some time!
& I feel really happy when I'm with them even though we are not exactly close.
I don't know theres this happiness when I'm with them, but well, I'll love to see them every week! :D

Waikhee especially!! We have clicked since we met each other for the first time. We are very much alike in many ways I guess :D I'll never want to lose this friend!

So yupyupp, the last 3 weeks I was busy preparing something for my darling :D He doesn't knows, & I hope he doesn't comes here. Very excited to show it to him, can't waittttttt!

Saturday faster come alright! It's honeystars' day! {;

Mixed & More.

2011-04-05T20:29:00.002+08:00

I'M EXPLODING!!!

Like seriously man, I've got a little secret & I am having headache because of it!

Can't wait can't wait to talk to dear tonight PLEASE TELL ME HE HAS FREE TIME TODAY.

I WANT SATURDAY TO FASTER ARRIVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!

So work has been sort of bitchy.

Bitchy because the people there ARE BITCHY.

I really don't like the adult world! ):

Everything is fake, superficial & never sincere.

All the fake fronts and gossips, I really dislike ttm.

When one is close to another =/= BFF.

Fuck off ok.

What's wrong with these people, I just get along better with her.

CANNOT IS IT?!

I don't understand why people are like that.

FREAK SIA YOU.

VERY ASSHOLE YOU KNOW.

I KEEP QUIET BECAUSE I'M JUST A CONTRACT STAFFFF, BUT TRUST ME, I'LL SHOUT AT ALL OF YOU ON MY LAST DAY!!

Phew.

So yes, back to my little secret :)

I'm so excitedddddddd :D I just want time to fast forward to that period, I know it'll be good!! [:

But things are not confirmed & all, so I'm quite worried.

Seeing Baby for his POP on Saturday! He says all I see will be green men hahahhaaha, I think so too LOL.

But at least he knows I'm there & watching! :)

Sigh, waiting for time to pass. quick please.

DDDDDBBBBB :)

2011-03-29T21:45:00.002+08:00

I'm down with flu and sorethroat again. I just recovered few days ago! ): And I have been craving for my Cornetto since a month ago, but I'm still not feeling well damn it. Sneezing alot today so I texted Baby to ask him whether he was thinking of me EXTRA ALOT today, haha! I think I'm still not used to work, like the aircon and all. & I will still be hesitant to call any merchant, I'm like wishing that the person on the next line will not shout at me all the time. I'm such a lousy person right? Always act fierce in front of others but I'm actually a timid idiot.. (just exposed myself..haha!) Have been online shoppingggg but cant make up my mind what to buy, like 9 dresses gawddd, D will just give me the HUH???!!!!!! and say NO. I CAN'T WAIT FOR SATURDAY TO COME LIKE SERIOUSLY, BIG PLANS!!! :) :) :) :) :) okay not BIG, but I'm still excited lah :D Okay headache & block nose time to rest. sayonara.

2011-03-24T22:22:00.002+08:00

Its been quite some time since i blogged!

Busy with University applications, waste time going to work & weekends are spent with baby doing his applications :)

So I just painted my nails, it looks like i went for manicure :)
But the simple kind lah, hehe, im professional enough!
Thanks to Huiyi's glitter nailpolish, now i have PRETTIER nails!!

Hmm tomorrow is HAPPY BOOK OUT DAY yay :D
But honeystar hasn't told me what time he's booking out, shucks ):
Can't wait for next week to end so I can send out my Timesheet & faster get salary! :D

2011-03-07T20:34:00.000+08:00

Field camp baby.
take care.

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

2011-02-28T20:20:00.003+08:00

HELLO WORLD! :)
Haven't been online these few days, had to spend time with baby :)
So anyway, he's back in tekong haha.

Okay, today's my 4th day at work! It's really boring, just typing & calling the whole day. I really dislike it when my colleague ask me to do things that are not within my job scope. FUCK SERIOUSLY.

And only one colleague will make me do shit. She's my in-charge, & she asked me to GET HER WATER BOTTLE FROM THE PANTRY. !#$%@^&

LIKE WHAT'S WRONG WITH YOU ASSHOLE!!!

NO WONDER GROW SO FAT. SIT WHOLE DAY & REFUSE TO MOVE YOUR ASS, ONLY KNOW HOW TO SLACK & ORDER ME AROUND.

I'm glad theres at least another colleague who will help me sincerely, & she even taught me things when I ask her, and even let me learn things.

WHAT A GREAT DIFFERENCE BETWEEN THEM!

When plump people are nice, I think they don't look fat & in fact I like them.
But fucking lazy fat asses don't deserve my respect.
However, I shall do anything she asks me to, & reflect positively.

Like, if she asks me to collect things from printer or fax machine, I'll just treat it as a walk to prevent me from growing a fat ass.
Ask me to take water from pantry, be careful I but drugs in. HAHA JOKING, I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHERE TO GET THEM LOL.

But yeah, you get my drift. Just think positive.

Talking about being positive, results will be out on the 4th of March! [:
haha see that smiley face, THATS FOR SHOWING THAT IM THINKING POSITIVE.
But not about results actually. Its actually because of the dateeeeeeeeeeee :)
It's the date of honeystar's & my monthsary :D
love ♥ love ♥ love ♥♥♥

hehe, my motivation for work is you, cos I know you're having a hard time in tekong, & since I can't share it with you, I'll work hard and have a hard time like you too :)
(does it makes sense?! haha)

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

But anyway!!!!
Darling was so sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet, he didn't tell me that we'll celebrate our Valentines Day & gave me a surprise on 25/02/11 :D
Its a pity we didnt take pictures together, but he got me a pretty watch! & brought me to eat fantastic food(Y) (:
SUPER YUMMYYYYYYYYYY!
I want to go there again really really :)
That's the best surprise and I couldn't stop smiling for the rest of the night.
I'm sorry baby that you have to spend so much on me ): ): ):
OUR VERY OWN VALENTINES DAY WAS SPECIAL & MEANINGFUL, & made me feel that NS has changed you. I love how it is now.

BBBBBBBBDDDDDD :D

): (:

2011-02-24T13:23:00.001+08:00

Life sucks shit in office!
):):):

On a lighter note..

BABY'S BOOKING OUT TONIGHT YIPPEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!
but idk what time..(knock myself).
that kuku didn't tell me the time.
hahahhaa, but at least i'm looking forward to after work today :)

2011-02-23T21:06:00.000+08:00

Sigh.

WORK WORK WORK

2011-02-22T15:46:00.003+08:00

Tomorrow will be the first day of work! :/

A little Nervous! ):):):
Wish baby will be here to bring me to work in the morning.
Darling always make me feel better & bring me comfort!

IMY!

And I feel like cutting my hair, not short short, but mid-length!
and why do guys like girls with long hair anyway, just grow long hair by yourself lah!
Girls with short hair can be cute too right.

I think I will go chop mine this weekend if I feel brave :)

2011-02-19T23:25:00.003+08:00

Baby's phone died D:

But anyway, I have included our photos on the right column :) :) :)
i think my honeystar is handsome & adorable, hahahahahahha.

Few more days to endure! JIAYOU TO ME!

Maybe I'm just reliant on you, maybe I'm just to weak.
The cheerful front which I have built up for the past two years may be fake..I don't even know it myself.
Am I a cheerful, strong & brave girl?
I guess not. Its just an impression I give to people, who don't know me well.
I get scared, terrified and worried about every little thing, and I really hate myself for that. I always need that special someone to be with me whenever I'm frightened or worried.
I'm not independent. But I know I have to be. Its reality, ain't it?
Tell me darling, tell me, that I can depend on you and not be alone.

thinking..

2011-02-16T12:36:00.003+08:00

I hate to say this, but after having looked for a job earnestly & i seriously felt like shit, I found a job.

Why hate?

Because I have to work till the end of JULY & can't go on a holiday with my friends with the money I earned.

WTF RIGHT! ):
(sorry dear, I don't mean to be ahlian)

But okay, the pay is good.
way too good that I promise myself I have to work hard!
& I will treat my baby to a meal :D
and my family too of course!

Alrightttt, have to head down to confirm everything & hope I REALLY get this job :)

P.S My mum just commented that we are running out of hangers..but thats because I've been buying new clothes and hanging then in my wardrobe thus lack of hangers hehe shhh.

HVD.

2011-02-14T17:48:00.002+08:00

Happy Valentines..ohwell.

I really really want my baby here with me now.

He's enduring, and I'm enduring too ):

Two years of this shit!!

Its boring today, and felt terrible.

Hate seeing couples everywhere today I swear!!! ): ): ):

Wish you were here honeystar D:

If only army had something called 'Valentines Special'.

MIS

2011-02-14T11:28:00.001+08:00

Please let time fly pass for the next one & a half weeks!!! ):

hearts!

2011-02-11T20:33:00.003+08:00

Hello :)
I came to share good stuff!!!! :D :D :D
Was initially blogshopping & I'm done hehe, and i stumbled across pretty & lovely things!

Look at this!

Isn't it lovelyyyy :):):)
I think its very sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet hehehehe!

And this!

Black is classic, totally melts my heart!
Love the heart in it :)
If you think its nice, look the the one below!

I heart this!!!!!!!! the colourrr is like my favourite, awwwww.
& anyway, its meant as Valentines watch.
Can I have oneee please? ):

Talking about that..

Damn, I want to celebrate Valentines baby ):
I'm sad that we can't celebrate our first valentine! )):

you must make it up to me okkkkkk you promised!!

oh anyway, go to http://www.facebook.com/cosmopolitanwatches to see many many more pretty designs :D

hahah im doing free advertisement LOL.

Spoiler!

2011-02-10T23:17:00.003+08:00

Baby went for NS since yesterday morning! D:
I'm really really upset that I was unable to send him to tekong, I mean, how can I not send him off! What kind of girlfriend is this! ):):):
But I had an interview (which I failed), so its freaking not worth it to have missed the chance to send my darling off! Am really angry with myself, sobs! ):

So anyway, baby called me last night & texted me this afternoon :) but ohwell he didnt call me tonight..I hope he'll call tomorrowwwwwww I miss darling so much! Can't wait for him to come out, really.

I'm really sorry dear, for not being able to send you off. I love you!

Baby, it's all about us.

2011-01-28T23:26:00.007+08:00

This week has been good, & I'm happy everyday because I spend everyday with my favourite guy :) Like it's just slacking & shopping & spending time with each other the whole week till its time for baby's enlistment D:

I don't think baby comes here, but I just want him to know that I really love him [: It's mushy for other people to read, so censor off this blogpost if anyone happen to stumble upon!

Hehe, my everyday is stucked with him, so really, theres nothing to blog about other than us :D And that's a good thing, for the next 2years there'll hardly be him ):

Watched the Green Hornet with baby yesterday, & I had my cheesy pasta yay! super like it though its salty and what-not. Shopping with kukuhead has always not been fruitful, because fussy baby can't get a shirt he wants and only whines hehe.

But anyway, jealousy has been a part of me. Sensitivity actually. I don't know whyyyy I get jealous so easily, even if I know that baby loves me. "There's always this certain girl in our boyfriend's life that we girlfriends dislike. " Thats what huiyi told me. Its true I guess, and no matter how hard I try to get rid of that feeling, it stucks in my heart like a stain that can't be removed, even if the strongest solvent is used. Kind of sad, isn't it? But but, I really really REALLY want to stop feeling this way!! Seeing her photo makes me upset, thinking about baby going out with that gang makes me sad & over think, INFERIOR is what I feel ): ): ): And and and, its not possible to have her out of his life, so she'll be stucked in mine too, like shitttttttttt but I can't do anything.

Does someone has the remedy to cure this stupid, horrible jealousy of mine? D:

Whatever, I'm always a pessimistic person, so I think alot alot alot & soon I'll so crazy ): So, cherish what I have now! And be a happy happy kid :D

Baby, I love you many many!

P.S. Baby says he comes to kpo at my blog sometimes, oops. HAHA.

2011-01-14T16:21:00.001+08:00

hahahah, miss the days! :D

we are so cute hehe, with yuxi having no pants on.

2011-01-09T08:59:00.003+08:00

Have you ever woken up from a dream & end up crying damn badly?

Well, I just did.
Damn the dream felt so real, and I really really don't want it to happen.
I know I can't go back to sleep, and I really need someone to talk to.
But its early now & everyone's sleeping ):
I feel so helpless! ): ): ):

I'M HAPPY TODAY :)

2010-12-12T20:08:00.002+08:00

I was reading blogs and I see..

Christmas wishlists?

HMM.
Its stupid.

I mean, it not exactly a wishlist meant for Christmas, its just things that we want, isn't it?

Anyway, isn't Christmas all about giving, why is there even a wishlist for it ._.
Shouldn't people be thinking of what to give and not what to get?
Ohwell, I've been thinking of whether to get any present or not.
It's difficult to make a decision, because I have no money ):
HAHA.

but not every present needs money right?
If I have the money I will buy many many things because I don't have anything that i really want now.
I'm rather satisfied already :)
I just need new clothes and bags, and shoes, but thats because I need them! ><
...hahah alright I'm contradicting myself hehe.

Anyone NEEDS anything from me for Christmas?
I'll try to fulfill if its within my ability :D

So anyway, I hope 8aypokks can celebrate Christmas together again, I really miss them alot ):
Though the last time we met, we hardly talked much to each other, but the presence is what is important!
hehe, but I want to celebrate with my darling too, ohwell, but I think he has plans already D:
whatever!
HAHAHAH.

oh, I just had my dinner and I took 2hours to eat my nasi lemak T.T
so slow right LOL.

okayzxzx time to get off the com, bye.

2010-12-09T19:32:00.002+08:00

I've really lost touch with blogging!
Each time I feel like posting, I totally have no idea what to write about.
Life's a bore, seriously ):

I still feel uncomfortableeeeeee!
I know I shouldn't, but I can't help thinking when I see all the photos again ):
I'm quite fail D:

I'M BACK.

2010-12-01T00:37:00.002+08:00

HAHHA HELLO HUIYI! :)
okay, im blogging again.

There's nothing much to blog about actually.. ):
JC life has ended(hopefully hopefully!), and I'm busy searching for a prom dress!
Its so irritating to search for a prom dress, I always can't seem to find one, if not its about being afraid to clash with someone else.
oh prom, zz.

So, I haven't been happy, really.
But I don't know what to do about it.
I'm just tolerating and hanging on for as long as I can.
I tried, I really tried, and I'm getting tired.
What can I do to change it, I don't know.
I'm confused, and afraid.

2010-11-09T20:51:00.001+08:00

Another month has passed, Alevels now!!
Next month, it'll be celebration of the end of Alevels :)

2010-10-09T23:24:00.002+08:00

My honeystar makes me real happy these few days! :D
and to think I was still all sorrow 4days ago.

hehe, I love surprises :)
but I love my darling most! [:

Alevels hurry over please.

I POST FOR NOTHING.

2010-09-26T15:13:00.001+08:00

I need surprises!!! D:

Life's a bore ):

2010-09-11T21:32:00.003+08:00

Prelims is in two days & my stress level throughout my life is increasing and never dropping. What's wrong with me seriously?! I have no idea why I always feel so stress and panic and worry so much when its just another school-based examination that I can do without. It's all in the mind, that's what everyone says.

I guess, I don't have a strong mind.

Someone save me from this thing called "stress".
I hate this feeling and I wish to end this, but thi can only end when my life ends right? Stress continues in University, and then to working life, and even after retirement, need to worry about sicknes/illness/survivial.
What is this world about?!

I wish to stop being educated, spend my whole life worrying & crying is useless.

I feel so hopeless and useless I think I need a counsellor.

grumpy.

2010-07-25T18:29:00.003+08:00

One gazillion years have passed since I last posted.

& I still have nothing to update.

Almost gone from Facebook too, just don't see the point of using the com much now.

There's always a difference between reality and dream, just how huge.

My dream is kind of far off from reality, okay, not THAT bad, but well,

learn something:

Don't dream too much :D

School's been hectic, time trials after time trials, homework and more homework.

tests are coming biweekly, but i just can't even pass.

its really scaring me real bad, how to get an A from a U in 4 months?

Teachers are saying that we must study hard and its possible to get an A if we start studying now.

Well, for people who get Bs & Cs have a high change of getting straight As, but I think I have a high chance of getting no A at all.

Maybe I should shut up and go study now right?

But if studying really helps, then why am I still failing.

2010-07-11T11:36:00.002+08:00

Time flies! ):

thoughts

2010-06-19T23:56:00.004+08:00

It been quite some time since I posted properly, and I mean with thoughts & feelings and not just a few lines to fill up the space.

I haven't been meeting up with my girlfriends much, and I hardly talk to anyone now other than my kukuhead. Maybe occasionally I do talk to others, but I don't know why people don't come looking for me & talk to me anymore like it used to be.
Examination period? Maybe. Or just that I'm forgotten ):
I miss talking on the phone till 2-3am with yunming but things have changed. I sleep earlier now thanks to that kuku, and i can't stay up because I would get headache & be tired the next day and I won't be able to study. But I wouldn't mind if I can chat on the phone, conference with Eunice & YunMing & Esmond & Edmund & blah blah I dont mind any random person actually. Just talk to meeeeeee!

Then theres still my girlfriends, those from 09105 and 207, I hardly talk to them other than in school in the first place, but wheres Stephhhh!! :[ I miss that lady who is very pretty but like to make funny faces :D K, lets just say I want to go back during PW times because I miss my PW group members!
I hated group work since i dont know when, since primary school? Because I don't like things to not go my way but I think as I grew older I just heck care about my opinions and accept others as long as things go well :)

Alright, I think being 18 doesnt have much impact on my life YET, but it definitely makes me feel older and I can watch M18 movies! :D
Oh, I didn't like watching movies seriously, till secondary 3/4, and I used to watch once or twice a year, but now its getting really frequent. Maybe Singapore is getting real boring so I rather get stuck to a place and sit there till the shows over :) I'm just a boring kid, no, adult, who can't find entertainment.
Late last year, it was arcade & pool because ETCK&YM likes doing these stuff and I grown to like them too. But this year its just study/slack/exco & no play time like those. Its not as if I didn't have any fun this year, in fact I think I like this year better. But reminisce is what I'm talking about.

Ohwell! Things always change, good things go bad things come, but many bad things go and more good things come for me :] I love my dear & even though I always worry about things and get upset easily with myself, bad mood for nothing, he still loves me & worry about me and I know I should be happy that I have my dear kukuhead. Seriously, if it wasn't for him, I think I would still be slacking and not prepare for midyears. Not that I'm much fully prepared, but at least I did study and not watch television as much as i used to anymore! :D

Heading out to study wasn't really an option in my previous holidays, unless I want to go out for fresh air and relax, 'going to study' would be an excuse. But this time its real and I don't panic when I'm studying outside so staying at home to study is not a very good thing for me now but if I want to complete stuff, home is still a better choice :) If anyone's reading this, I'm sounding like a contradicting idiot, I know that.

Actually there are still things I'm worrying unduly about, and if I type them all out people will think that I'm stupid and its useless to worry because that would probably not happen or I should just take things as it is. Being afraid is part of my life and thats what makes me alive till now HAHA.

buhbye.

2010-06-16T09:40:00.002+08:00

I dislike exams.

But I shall hang on because you say so! [:

Mid years go die, Must own you.

k byedie.

Balance!

2010-05-30T17:47:00.004+08:00

I miss you, kukuhead ):

Kkkkk tmr's GP paper I'm really scareddd!
Have been screwing my essays & comprehensions, I really don't want to go back to history when I fail GP D:
I don't want Mr Nathan to be disappointed, he's my source of motivation! as well as my kukuhead :)

Silly kukuhead says he's shy if I upload photos, but not many people come here anyway [:

A blog for memories [:

Alright, I shall get back to GP skills hahaha basics is what I need.

2010-05-28T11:11:00.005+08:00

Yesterday was himbo's birthdayyyy ♥

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAR KUKUHEAD! [:
Hope yesterday was good enough for you hehe.

♥♥♥

rubbish post :)

2010-05-26T23:47:00.003+08:00

Hello world, yet again.

Its been 10 days since I last blogged, I guess its not too bad already right? [:

For people who read my blog, you should know I can blog about everything under the sun & crap my way through just because I'm bored and have nothing better to do.

BUTTTTTTTT..
I do blog when I'm feeling emotional or exceptionally happy, or just about random events which I remember.

And this time, I just want to babbler on and on and on so as to keep myself awake, BECAUSE I'M REALLY GOING TO KNOCK OUT SOON IF I CONTINUE STONING.

(and ohno i accidentally pressed the PUBLISH POST button, not nevermind, i dont think anyone reads at this point of time, HAHA!)

And nevermind, i don't really feel like blogging anymore.

Till then, bye!

2010-05-16T11:56:00.003+08:00

yesterday was (Y).
out with D [:
shoppingggggggggggg!!
but never take photos ):

bought my waterbottle finally :D

and and i still want my shoes! :/
I finally saw the shoes I want from Topshop & they finally have my size, but..they don't have stock ):
cos i didnt want the display one hahhhh.
so saddddddd.

& i think the Vaio new hmm idk what its called, looks like a pocket laptop to me :D
its very prettyyyyyy!
but must wait for money to drop from the sky first then can buy hahaha.

time flies when im enjoying ):
If only agony passes so quickly too.

But I'm a happy girl now :)
or happy pig. LOL.
Like what YM says, I'm a very lucky girl [: [: [:
I AGREE.

I love my dear :)

2010-05-08T12:34:00.004+08:00

from Brenda :D

Everything takes time, I'll just wait till I can hold on no more.

2010-05-01T17:45:00.002+08:00

Been long since a proper post!

Concert's over, i wouldn't say it was a blastttttt, but we are glad everything's over aye?
Exco has been working harddddd, not forgetting the rest of the CO members.
Time to catch up on homework & start studying for tests :/

Yesterday/This morning was good (:
CO EXCO OUTING AFTER CONCERT.
IP MAN 2 is niceeeeeeeee though i almost fell asleep because i was too tired (not because it was boring) :O
Everyone should go watch [:

IM GLAD WE DIDN'T WATCH IRON MAN 2 BECAUSE PEOPLE SAYS IT SUCKKKKKS :D

Argh I'm sorry, I can't remember anything before concert.

THANKS ALL WHO CAME TO SUPPORT MEEEEE [: [: [:
Am really happy and I appreciate it alot! :)
Thank you all!!

MY FAMILYYY <3 FIRST TIME THEY WATCH ME PLAY AND STUFFZXZX, I HOPE THEY KNOW WHAT I DO IN SCHOOL NOW!

Sherlynn Yuxi Amanda HAHAHA ITS COOL WHEN YOU ALL WATCH CHEENA PERFORMANCE COS I RMB WE ARE SUPPOSE TO BE ANGMOH KIND!!

Vivien Huiyi Guiyue Siewchen Doreen Yiting LOVE YOU POKKKKS!! <3

Kahwee Sarah Amelia YAYYYYYYY IM HAPPY YOU ALL CAME, THANKS FOR THE CHOCCCCCS AND LOVELY FLOWER! :)

Fariz Fadhil HEHE THANKYOU MATS! Even if you all go see dal's butttt LOL!

Prabu! bff!! [:

LAST BUT NOT LEAST, SPECIAL THANKS TO:

WANQI ANALISE LIPIN!!!
you all are so sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet, even though you all didnt make it for the concert, I was really surprise that you all came down to see me after that :)
surprised & toucheddddd! loveloveeee :D

2010-04-24T21:43:00.002+08:00

Its glad to know that when you miss someone, someone is missing you too :D

6 more days JIAYOU JIAYOU JIAYOU!!
freaking scared but whateverrrr.

2010-04-18T21:38:00.002+08:00

2 weeks since I last bloggeddd.
Not much of cyber life recently, and idk where the bulk of my time goes to other than school.

CO concert coming, must work harddddddddddd.

Tell me when you're ready.

2010-04-02T14:08:00.007+08:00

HELLO WORLDDDDDD!!

It has been quite some time since I did a proper blog post, to think I used to blog everyday.

Is that why I'm failing GP? ):

But anyway, too many things happened in this short period of time & I don't know where to start with. Or rather, I can't remember vividly about what had happened for the past whole month! Kind of fail, but thats why I can't squeeze out anything during examinations [:

Exco outing was (Y).
That was around 7March I think, day after RoadRace?

Picnic at MarinaBarrage & playing HEYB!TCH was the bulk of what we did :D
not missing out the usual suanings LOL.

Hehe, all of them are fun people, & I'm glad I meet this bunch of friends :D

Studying out with them has been good too, but I think we cut down on that alr isit?
It seems like ages since we study at Macs, or is it just me :x
But nevermind, the Bimbos & Himbos must stay together even after we step down!
No more CO room to gather at, it will feel really weird but shan't think about that yet.

Next was..MBT already?
oh, March holidays I stayed at home and be a good little girl (:
On someday(idk when), got my E63 & studied on school library, ran around basketball court in the middle of the night.
Its just so much crazy things we can do when the bims and hims come together LOL.

I don't really know the timeline but yes, march block test sucked HAHA.
Any exam/test should suck because I'm forced to study.
whatever, A Levels is the aim BUT WHAT THE HECK AM I DOING NOW?!

Then straight after MBT..
MJCO's first ever camp :D :D :D
I admit it wasn't all the successful but to a marge extent it was!!
At the very least, we didn't screw things up, maybe some small mistakes heh.
[lazy to upload photos, go to MJCO facebook page.]

And then, SHOPPING WITH KAHWEE & AMELIA :D
Didn't felt awesome at first due to tireness, but well, after we start buying & tyring things, we got happier :]
I always have the feeling that I neglect my classmates for the exco, so I'm making up! :x
don't really have photos because my phone's camera sucks you see.

This entire week was shitzxzx, slept for almost every single lessons since school resumed.
I don't usually do that but seems like I can't ever repay my sleep debt ._.
Keep going home late, and do no work at all.
I must start the engine soon.

Wednesday was meet up with half the 8aypokks :D
Seriously have to keep repeating this, I MISS THEM HELL LOADS.
I know theres small gatherings every now & then, but its not enough.
Have to stay updated with each others lives you know! ^^

Yesterday was dinner with kah, phang & wai.
supposedly to shop but I ended late, sorryzxzx.
We all weren't in the right shape, so i guess..
THERE MUST BE ANOTHER PROPER OUTING, when we are all free & in the right mood ".

Alright, thats the summary of what happened most recently, details left out HAHA go fill in with your wonderful imagination ^^
Will update again soon! :)

2010-03-25T22:58:00.000+08:00

I ~~don't~~ like you.

2010-03-20T22:29:00.002+08:00

There's always this helpless feeling and idk what to do, but its okay.
Must stay strong.

Have been panicking for MBT but I still can't finish studying.
Why do I always panic.

study hard all!

2010-03-13T13:06:00.002+08:00

MARCH BLOCK TEST

~~MUGGING~~ IN PROGRESS.

(trying to start)

2010-02-28T15:05:00.002+08:00

Everyday is CO day, and its fun :D

arghhhhhhhhhh phone spoil can't upload photos ]:
there are gay photos!

elearning time, bye ):

2010-02-22T23:04:00.002+08:00

♥ HAPPY BIRTHDAY LEWIS CHOWWWWWWW AKA PATRICK!! :D :D :D

Miss you bestfrienddddd ^^

OPTIMISMMMM ONLY.

2010-02-20T15:26:00.003+08:00

Tuesday was last minute homeworking chiong-ing which was epic failure, and out with M6 for dinner! :D AWESOMEEEEEEEE :)

Okay, maybe not the whole M6, but around half of us? Its still great to hang out with them, though I'm a little older..BUT I'm not exactly old!

Its so nice to see all of them againnnnnnn, okay, sounds like some old friends' gathering ._. but yes, relive the Orientation mood!!

The usual noisy ones/talk to us: Benedict, Benjamin, Gennifer, Nivash. DAMN, MEGAN DIDN'T GO COS SHE WAS BLUR HAH.

ChingHsia, XueYing, JianJun were quietttttt, and practically they just listen and laughed at us talk :D

At least this class is well-balanced! half noisy half quiet, NICEEE.

I'm waiting for photos from Mooris T-JO-EEEE HAHAHHAHAHHA.
Benedict keeps calling him that!

Wednesday at school just made me sleep.
I don't know why but I was damn fcuking sleepy & all I wanted to do was to lie on my bed and sleep T.T

CCA was fine, guess I'm still very lousyyyyy ):<
I'm not musically inclined D:

Thursday was a longlong day but slackkkk, KAPAP for Chrystal!
I think its boring ):

Yesterday was MJC REACH DAY.
No lessonnnnssssss & it simply felt like HOLIDAY.
after the stupid KAPAP thing, went to CO room to clean up! [:

Dalston keeps doing the UISHHHH.
& he wore Jasmine's skirt!! Fcuking skinny please, no wonder he keeps saying IM FATTT.
THAT IDIOT DIDN'T LET ME TAKE A PHOTO OF IT, BUT I SOMEHOW DID :)
but I'm lazy to upload now..

I'M GOING TO GO ON A DIET.

I think we took hours to do a simple job but I'm happy that its all neattttttt!

HAD FRENZYYY, we just threw all the balloons on the ground and started stepping on all of them! A crazy bunch of us yes?

Lunch/Meeting at JustAcia. We sat for damn long that I guess it spread till dinner? hahaahaha, skipped dinner ytd because we were all full :D

Caught PercyJackson AGAIN with Langston, KokNam, Jasmine & Dalston.
Maybe watching it the second time isn't a good idea :x

I just know everything thats going to happen next, so it wasn't at all excitinggggg, except for seeing cute faces HAHA.

Okkayyyyyy its just a post to update the blog, hahahaaaaa.

DUDEEEEES.

2010-02-16T12:33:00.007+08:00

HELLLLOOOOOOOOOOOOO CNY WAS OKAY.

2ND HALF OF YTD WAS (Y)! [:

Caught Percy Jackson & the Lightning Thief with cousins :D

NOT BAD!! :D :D D
PercyJackson & LukeCastellan in PJ&LT are damn cute!

LoganLerman, acted as Percy Jackson.

Handsome yes!!

JakeAbel as LukeCastellan.

Damn cute also can.

Okay, I'm so not doing a movie review, I know right.

Just go search for information on your own :D

Especially on the two hot dudes!

Oh, Avatar is still better, but this is not too bad :D

abit HarryPotter-ish, but PJ is cuter.

Went for supper at Simpang after that, arnd 10plus?

GAWWWWDDDD THERE WERE GAZILLON PEOPLE :O

But I still managed to have my lasagne [:

Nice but I couldn't finish, the serving was huge!

So was the Fish&Chips.

Its worth eating!!

Okay, must do work now because I'm meeting M6 for dinner!!

YAYYYYYYY (: (: (:

♥♥♥♥♥♥!!

CNY/VALENTINE'S!!

2010-02-12T23:43:00.005+08:00

Today was Chinese New Year celebration, but it seemed more like Valentine's Day!! :D

Everyone were exchanging gifts and excited to recieve too.

I'm damn fail seriously.
Last night I got home around 10.30pm, washed up & started working on the cards.

FELL ASLEEP ON THE COUCH TILL MORNING 5.15AM.

mind you, I WAS SUPPOSE TO DO MY AQ & GP ESSAY.

In the end, I didn't do my essay, but i completed my AQ!

and the cards were half-written, 50plus leh!
I didn't have time to write the long long kinds, so all were just "Happy Valentine's!" HAHA.
okay, but a few have notes luh, like my Mortal's, Kahwee's & Yunming's.

I think I'm bad cos I gave my OGMs & 09s207 + 09s105, but I forgot about my other friendddds! :[
(not like they remember me anyway D: )

But fail lah, CO also like no funnnnnn, but I wrote cards for Theresa Koknam & Dalstonnnnn while in the hall (:

Lunch-ed at JustAcia because that Dalston wants FREE FLOW OF ICECREAM ._.
crazy much.
HE PAID FOR ME!!
hahaahahahaha nonsense, he's a meanie, he lent me LOL.
or rather, give FIRST.

& CHUREN WAS JOKE I SWEAR!!

There were like only five of us, but we had 6 set meals.
Thanks to churennnn!
he anyhow order LOL, and he had to gobble down all the food.
Hiliarioussss.

I think I like to spend time with them :] :] :]
Theres always laughter when they are around, even though they are slow-paced..
But I guess I should get used to rushing them :D

♥ MJCO EXCO!

oops, its all words & no pictures, lazy to take pictures heh.

2010-02-07T00:26:00.002+08:00

ORIENTATION 2010!! ♥
M6 IS THE BESTTTTT :D
I HAVE CUTE&WONDERFUL OGMs, THEY MADE EVERYTHING A SUCCESS (:
PHOTOS ARE SPAMMED ALL OVER FACEBOOK, AM SO LAZY TO BLOG.

ON THE OTHER HAND,
SCHOOL SUCKKKKKKKKKS!
ITS HELL I SWEAR.
I HATE SCHOOL I DON'T WANT TO GO TO SCHOOL I WANT TO QUIT SCHOOL.

2days of school & I'm already in a bad shape, how much longer can I last?

LOVEEEEEEEEE.

2010-01-31T16:46:00.009+08:00

Friday was awesomeeeee! :D :D :D
ADMIN DAY 2 was great, but tiring. I HOPE ORIENTATION WILL BE A BLASTTTTTT! [:
had JAE trials after that, ohmannn, that wasn't very exciting.
Oh, saw Kayat again during dinner.
saw him the other time too, nice coincidence :]

Yesterday was good too, though CO in the morning was quite boring, but I had a good talk with Brenda :)
Finally met with our seniors though!
And Macdonalds cool okay, suddenly can't serve food HAHA.

Home to sleep after that, dead tired! Washed up and went out again to meet the pokks to celebrate Guiyue's birthday.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GUIYUE!

Its always nice to meet up with them, and theres never a time when we'll not take photos.
I mean, I'm not much of a camwhorer no? (:
okay idk what to blog about, photos will do the job!

We tried standing in a line to capture our faces, 2nd attempt :D

I rarely smile with my teeth okay!

Small group shot while in the washroom :D

The birthday girl!

Was writing guiyue's card, we failed to do in earlier D:

Met Mingyi after they all went home (: He's Doreen's primary school frienddd, cool yo.

Slept lateeeee, nice chat with people until my dad came out to scold me HAHA.

K goodbyeeeeee, off to do my homework before Orientation2010 officially starts!

I LIKE TO TALK RUBBISH :D

2010-01-25T18:53:00.002+08:00

WHEEEEEEEEEEEEE I HOPE THE MJCO BLOG LOOKS OKAY!! :D
I'm happy when I edit skins, LOL.

So school today was good! :D :D :D
Didn't feel sleepy AT ALLLLLLLLLLLLL.
MIRACLE PLEASE.
suppose to study NOW but I still havent bathe hehe dirtyyyy.

I'm happy all over again I think I am having a good new start all over again [:

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥!!!!!!!!!

& hi I know got people stalk my blog HAHAHA HI STALKERS.

this week is birthday week IM BROKEEEEEE! ):
okay buaizzzzzz.

THIS IS NOT AN EMO POST.

2010-01-23T00:15:00.004+08:00

hello this is a random post, i just want to keep on typing, an very bored and exhausted but i just dont want to sleep because I dont want to waste my time away sleeping. I have many many things on my mind but I choose to not think about those because being happy is the main motto is life yes. Home feels like a place for resting only, spending 12hours++ in school everyday is not at all fun it sucks like hell i dont know why I joined exco & ogl but really im lacking sleep, if not I just fall asleep halfway through my homework every night. I shall just go through with everything since its what I chose and its what i should face. I think the exco is very fun yay its really very different if you are just a member so I'm still rather glad I get to mix around with them and hang out every wednesday & friday night (Y).
Sometimes I wish to tell you how I feel and I want you to say it too because I freaking hell cant
read your mind so just stop doing redundant things I cannot take it I'm like very impatient. I have changed my mind about some things and I'm glad I did because I feel much more relax(mentally), thanks for being a bastard.

I miss stephanie I miss vivien I miss zhuting I miss yunming I miss karin I miss shawnho I miss guiyue I miss geraldine I miss lewis I miss jaclyn I miss wanqi I miss xiquan I miss lipin I miss eunice I miss analise I miss rachelphang I miss waikhee I miss esmond I miss huiyi I miss yiting I miss siewchen I think I must see all of them soon.

BODOH.

2010-01-19T21:53:00.002+08:00

HI WORLD :}

Today is a happy day, so I'm a happy girl for today :D
PE was tiring, but I felt refreshed [: & stinky too of course! HAHHH.

Physics SPA was EPICCCCC.
Some transition(...) oscillation thing!!
It can't oscillate lah HAHA, fail.

Apparently, the one who calls me BODOH, is doing experiment beside me for the rest of the year (:
Faiz that idiot says "Why am I sitting beside you, haizzz"
WHATEVER LORH!

But after seeing me do so many retarded stuff, he says Physics SPA is going to be fun ^^

SEE.
I BRING JOY & HAPPINESS & LAUGHTER.
*clap clap!*

HAHAHA.
& i learn BAIK! :]

OGL meeting was..ABIT FAIL TOO.
Didn't really listen, felt like lecture luh!
But was chitchatting away with SengGen, Mooris & Chai.
Stupid S do some trick don't want to teach us ): ): ):

Nevermindzxzx, I'll master it by myself!! somehow!
:D

I'm lazy & don't want to study but I shall do my work soon, so that I can go out during weekends :)

SAYONARA...BODOHHHHS!

school stufffzxz.

2010-01-16T09:11:00.003+08:00

OPENHOUSE WAS COOOOOOOL! ^^

okay no, it was plain tiring & noisyyyyyy, but I had fun :)
The entire week was spent in school and home felt like a hostel where I go to sleep only.
Whole week was just staring at the CO people, not that it sucks, in fact I think I should bond with them more (:

Just that, I hate meetings because they are not very productive & we usually end up digressing and creating more problems to solve for ourselves :/

Back to openhouse..

I love the house spirittttt, I hope CO can be like that!
Cheerings, singing, dancing ahhhh whatsoever.
Singing the school song at the top of our voices was the best! :D
It felt like Orientation 2009 all over again, nostalgic! (editted cos P says I spelt wrong!)

This is why I want to go through Orientation 2010, but as an OGL.
Lets hope it'll be an awesome oneeeeee! ^^

09S207 has been great, still S105 & S104, but at least we made an effort to sit "together" during recesses!
"Together" cos we are sitting close but not side by side :x

I want to know new people, have new classmates & be in a new school.
I know its contradicting to what I always say, "I want 09s105".
But since we can't stick together anymore, why not just reshuffle everybody!
okay I'm naggy I keep talking about the same things.
Even if you're not bored, I'm bored already.

Meeting Eunice like soon, wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee BYE.

EVERYTHING ABOUT SCHOOL.

2010-01-12T23:00:00.003+08:00

I came online to check something, but I forgot what.
So I decided to just blog abit :D

School is not good.
Tired, exhausted, sleepy.
Its the 2nd day of school and I have already been staying in the campus till 8plus for both days :/
And its not like I study or anything, I haven't been keeping to the MUGGER MOOD.
Not that I don't have, I just simply can't find the time, or its either I fall asleep.

Ahem, its an exception now because using the computer does not make me feel like sleeping in any bit (:

I'm a little frustrated with Facebook!!
I CAN'T GET INTO MY PROFILE.
Not that I stalk myself..

But I can get into every other page/link, just not my own profile!
LIKE WTH.
okay random.

So anyway, staying back in school has been tiringggggg.
Openhouse tomorrow, no choice!
But okay, I was rather moody these two days because of that.
Work just can't be done FAST ENOUGH, and everyone's not working togetherrrrr!

After tmr it'll be over yay.
And I can get back to my homeworkkk, heh.
Won't have time to study for whatever Chemistry test, just have to sit through it with a blank mind!!
like what I did with Physics ><
Mr Ong will faint when he marks my paper, its going to be single digit! ): ): ):
ahhh sorry.

I seriously have no idea what to blog about, so everything is about school & nothing else!
I'll update more if I have something interesting [:
lovelove!

OHHHHH, CO EXCO PEOPLE ARE FUN.
DINNER WAS GREAT, LAUGH UNTIL PENG.
:D

HAPPINESS DOESN'T COMES.

2010-01-07T18:39:00.005+08:00

Just when you were about to take a break from the hectic situation going on in your mind,

and you are not exactly in a good mood,

an email came and reads..

PREPARE FOR PHYSICS TEST ON MONDAY.

FML.

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

Anyway, P's in chalet, so well, he is not online! ):

I shall take this chance to tell everyone how cute he is :D

i wish i had a magic wand
to make it go away
i hope it was all gone
till you become okay
but i may have no wand
i cannot cast no spell
just read read this little song
and i hope you'll soon be well!

See thatttttt.
Thats a poem he made for me when I was sick!

So nice right!! ^^
& better still, there was once when he didn't see my online for 2days, & he wrote on his msn nick, "I NEED TO TALK TO MY BFF" :D

Okay I think I got nice friends haha & I should treat him nice too (:

♥P! [:

2010-01-04T15:37:00.002+08:00

Watching dramas is the best thing to do when you are bored at home. :D

Homework can't do I don't know how to ARGH failure.
buaibye.

Homework never gets done.

2010-01-02T22:06:00.008+08:00

Yes, I can't seem to study.
Have been staring at Superposition for the whole day, AT LEAST I TRIED.
But I succumbed to temptations, my television programmes! :)
Not that there is anything nice screening, I'm just a potato couch :D

There really isn't anything much to update about my life, I just felt like blogging. Afterall, I don't have as many chances to blog daily anymore because..

SCHOOL'S STARTING IN A WEEK!! *Gasp.

It isn't just any normal school, its muggers' world, from start to end. Pretty sad but at least I get to see everyone again. Okay, maybe not everyone, but most of my schoolmates (: Talking about school will get me all emotional about being in a different class D:
So I shall stray away from talking about school life!

So anyway, lets rewind the time..
back to 24th December 2009! :D

Day out with work buddies :)

Initially, our plan was,
Collect our pay at Aljunied, then head down to Bugis for dinner :D

BUT!

We couldn't get our pay ): ): ):
That woman in charged arghhhhhh gets on my nerves.
She didn't answer her phone when J called, and then we she finally did answer, he was alr on the bus to the building.

And she said "OH, we just left the office, can you come back again on Monday?"

FUCKING HELL!

She dragged our pay for one month and on the first day of collection, she emailed us just a few hours before.
Irresposibility thats what I call it!
and only Sarah was free to collect.
oh, thats was a week before 24th.

Returning back to 24th.. Yes we didnt collect our pay and headed to Bugis, being hungry & broke! ):<

Sarah JianQin & Yingying :D

From what you see, it was kind of a failure shot HAHA.

SarahHuda! the one panicky about her pay hehe.

We couldn't take a proper shot together, because can't find anyone to help us take a photo :/

JianQin! Super nice guy :D I always complain about my legs being tired and I want to sit at the registration counter, and he'll always take over me :)

Yingying! Funny girl, also loves to complain like me! ^^

Blurred, its some reflection thingy from sarah's phone LOL.

ohoh, another photo..
Sarah wanted to have a picture of me for her phone's contact photo. So ugly lah! :x

Yayyyyy done blogging :D

Tomorrow is mugging day, intense!

Goodluck to me ^^

2010-01-01T16:45:00.002+08:00

~~I want to cry.~~

GOODBYE 2009, HELLO 2010.

2010-01-01T03:01:00.003+08:00

HAIKKKKK.

HAPPY NEW YEAR KIDDOSSSS :)
ahhh that was random.

so okayzxzx, no countdown party for me this year, & I'm sorry pokks for having you all cancelled the whole thing, I thought you all will still carry on! I had no idea that it was cancelled ):
I really really hope we'll get to countdown together the end of 2010 alright! :D

I'm freaking full from all the eatinggggg, am exhausted but can't sleep with a full stomach,
goshh :/
And by the way, theres many things to dread about this year!

Like,

Major:
A Levels!!!
Have to build foundation IKR, ITS TOO LATE.
MJCO Concert!
Facing reality* :x
ORIENTATIONNNNNN!
New J1s OMGZZZ (its major cossss, i dont like juniors much!)

&&& A CLASS WITHOUT S105, NO PRABU, STEPH, KARIN & ZHUT!!!!!! ]: ]: ]:
I SHOULD HAVE STUDIED HARDER OR DROP PHYSICS INSTEAD LAH.

Minor:
I'm a year older ):
getting fatter.
meeting people I don't want to meet.

2010 is going to be worse than 2009 I CAN PREDICTTTT :D

2009 was cool, many many things happened.
My most fruitful year though!
Made great friends, got my old friends back, experience new things, funny feelings, and I had the best class of the century HAHA.
happiest year actually, considering the first 6months ^^
the second half of the year wasn't at all that good, but okay, I can't deny that among those sad moments, there were the best days of my life [:

New year resolutions?
I don't even rmb what was last year's.
should I have new onessssss..
HAHA, should just go with the flowwwwwwww :)

I hope 2010 is a better year!

SCREAMSSSSSSSSSSS.

2009-12-31T02:34:00.004+08:00

UTTERLY SAD COZZZZZ I CAN'T GO FOR COUNTDOWN LATERRRR/ TMRRRR!!! ): ): ):
WUTTTTT IS THIS.

THIS IS THE REASON WHY I'M STILL AWAKE AT THIS FREAKING TIME WHEN I'M USUALLY LYING ON THE BED THINKING OF STUFFFF ALREADY.

TOO SAD TO SLEEEEEEP :/ HAHAHAHAHA.

My dad GOOD, don't allow me to go D:
But its okayzxzx, I hope he brings me to Swensens tmr!!! ♥ ♥ ♥
Argh that is a big fat HOPE.

My dear friends will be having a great time without me, HOW SADDENING!

Anyway, I'm suppose to be doing my homework nowwwww but obviously I'm freaking distracted so okay I came to blog & whine.

& I can't call Brother to whine! seeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee I got a sad life D:

Kayzxzx, I just saw something & I want to say,

I HATE PEOPLE WHO SAYS THAT THEY HAVENT DONE ANY HOLIDAY HOMEWORK WHEN THEY ACTUALLY DID MORE THAN HALF ALREADY.

LIKE MORON?!?!

"started" means AT LEAST DONE ABIT.
"haven't done any" means, NOTHING AT AT ALL.
Its not as if you do/don't do has got any business to do with me, its NOMB, but I don't think its right to say that!

Talking about that, I think its okay not to finish my homework rightttt? :x
I definitely can't complete all, its an IMPOSSIBLE TASK!
I've already became more stupid, can't seem to do any work without referring.
Reference is of not much help either actually LOL.

I want to meet up with ___, ___, ___!!!

P.S. (for 8aypokks) Go see the blog loves, & give suggestions for new url! (:

HAPPY FAMILYYYYYYY^^

2009-12-29T16:49:00.004+08:00

EEEWWWWWWWW WHY SO SMALL!

HELLO ALL, THIS IS 8AYPOKKS FAMILY DRAWING! HAHAHHAH.

Okay, Huyi wanted to draw one, but then she says its like so many of us & we all look the same BANGZXZXZX. And I was complaining of boredom & she has to do her commfuckingskills (HAHAHA I COPY FROM HER), so in the end she asked me to do the drawing!

Tell me its (Y)!!!

Even though is like baby drawing and stuffzxzxz. how to draw with a freaking mouse, and is laptop mouse somemore?! HAHAHA I think I took one hours plus, hoho, damn slowwwww :x

Stupid I can't bring myself to study, wasted another day ohwell!

IN THE MIDDLE OF BLACK&WHITE, THERES A SPOT OF COLOUR.

2009-12-28T22:40:00.003+08:00

I’m typing on MicrosoftWord now, my blogger is lagginggggg.
{just transferred!!!}

Today's a good day :D :D :D

I GOT MY PAY! HEHE, & this means that I met up with Yingying & JianQin again; which also implies that I’m not THAT BROKE anymore, have at least a little money to settle my meals! (:

Had lunch at some Chinese restaurant at Aljunied, cheap & not that baddddd! Considering that I do not enjoy eating Chinese food :/

Went to meet Jingyang after that, JQ came along too cause I asked if he wanted to watch Avatar with us, heh. Stupid JY reached later than me, some guy!!!

DON’T LIKE GUYS TO BE LATER THAN ME. GRRRR, HAHAHA OKAY, UNLESS GOT GOOD REASON.

So yes, caught Avatar!
Its good, I enjoyed the movieeeeeee :] Want to watch it again though, in 3D! Whoever who hasn’t watch it should go watch it NOWWWWWWWWWWWW :D
The theatre was freaking cold please! x]

Oh anyway, my self-proclaimed BFF (*AHEMMMMM JY) keeps saying I’m a flirt. LIKE WHATEVER LAH, next time I won’t go out with you if you asked me, COS YOU’LL SAY IM A FLIRT, BECAUSE YOU ARE A GUY TOO. HMPH.

Went to meet YM at Eastpoint because he wanted to eat & I didn’t want to go home too early (: Didn’t see him for one week already haha happy [:

Nice day todayyyyyyyyyyyy ♥

That's how I want to feel now.

2009-12-27T13:05:00.007+08:00

IM BLOGGING EVERYDAY(:
& thats simply because I'm always home nowwwww, lazy to go out.
Stupid ym is grounded plus curfew so we haven't met up yet!!! D:

Talking to L last night was (Y), I miss the dayyyyys lah patrick! HAHAHA.
Hurry recover & we can go out to play! :D
spongeeeeeybob will absorb your pain :)
take careeeeee!

Oh, Doreen has uploaded picturessss, but its just a few HAHA lazy pokks are lazy to take photos you see.

I said i wanted us to stand in a line, so we took another HAHAHA.

♥ 8aypokks!

Its kind of sad that Eunice & Guiyue couldn't join us, but its okay, IM LOOKING FORWARD TO 31ST DECEMBERRRRR! :) :) :)

HAPPY BOXING DAY!

2009-12-26T16:14:00.002+08:00

Christmas was awesomeeeee :)
met up with my cliques from AHS, miss them much!
pictures have not been uploaded, everyone's slow hahaha.

Eve was spent with my work buddiesssss.
Screw that company, & that woman who keeps postponing our pay!
But whatever, we spent a nice evening together, on budgetttt though!
most importantly, we camwhored too [:
& pictures are also not uploaded, how sad D:

This year doesn't seem as though theres such thing as CHRISTMAS.
theres no mood anywhere, maybe only orchard?
sometimes, i think its the best festival because it just reminds me of those cold cosy nights cuddling together with family & friends, bringing warmth (:
I'm the fairytale kind of personnnnn, too used to movies & cartoons featuring snowy weather and fireplace HAHA.
But I can imagineeeeeee righttttttttt.

Didn't meet up with some people this week thoughhhhhhhhh, kind of regret!!!

So anyway, life's been weirddddd, simply can't describe what I'm feeling.
Just very irritated that its so..Complicated.
Nevermind!

Happy Boxing Day all! :D

2009-12-26T01:21:00.002+08:00

WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
I LOVE BLOGGER, ITS EASY & IM STILL FAMILIAR WITH THIS MUCH MORE THAN MY LJ :)

I guess I'll be moving back to blogger, but will update my LJ now & then :D
well, one blog should be locked!

anyway, christmas was good :D
so was eve (:

2009-10-19T14:26:00.002+08:00

~~I just locked this blog.~~

Anyway, I guess i shouldn't be thinking about unimportant stuff now, its causing me fear now & then.
Irritating.

STILL UPDATING.

2009-10-10T10:11:00.003+08:00

Its raining! D:
HEAVILY.

cooling but..SPOILS MY MOOD.

okayyy, luck is hardly ever on my side.
things just get worse & hardly ever better.

I want things to go righttttttt, i really really want.

Monday's resultsssss i think.
I don't want to retain but i want to go TP.
Contradict much?

I miss my pokks.
Christina
Doreen
Eunice
Guiyue
Huiyi
Siewchen
Vivien
Yiting
<3

I want to see all of you NAOOWWWWWWWWW.

And my 4J Loveliesssss.
Analise
Geraldine
Jaclyn
LiPin
WanQi

and and, XiQuan :D

kkkkkk, still gotttttt.

Swimmatessss(not that I swim anymore)
Amanda
Sherlynn
Yuxi
HEHEHHEHE BEST BUDDIESSSSS [:

& lastlyyyy, LEWIS CHOW.
okayyy, maybe Nelson too.

& MichelleSim SERIOUSLY.
Since VJC VS MJC soccer match, I haven't seen her ): ): ):
arghhhhhhh!

the rain just makes me think so muchhhhhhh.
AGGRO, EMO PRABU.
kay just random.

sayonaraaaaa.

HELLO EARTHLINGS! :D

2009-10-06T01:47:00.000+08:00

Hello people :D
if anyone still comes here.
Haven't came to this space for quite some time!
I MISS BLOGGER SRSLY.

But anyway, today is a great day on the whole :D :D :D
oops, i mean yesterday, 5th October.

Had Math paper, & went to celebrate Prabu's birthday.

Watched SURROGATES! (:
kind of confusing at first, but its a really nice show, go watch!

roamed around bugis, talked, & came home around 6.30pm.

HAHAHHA IM NOW HAPPY ANYWAY.
HIGH ACTUALLY ^^
I hope it'll lastttttt & get better.

kk goodnight/morning everyoneeeeeeeeeeeee, have a good dream [:

2009-09-13T19:56:00.000+08:00

OMG.
HEHE HELLO HUIYI IF YOU SEE THIS, IM ALSO USING DRAFT.BLOGGER.COM.
IT SRSLY WORKS PERFECTLY FINE, & NEAT TOO :D

OKAYYYY, TO ANYONE WHO STILL VISITS HERE, I SHALL BLOG ONCE IN AWHILE HERE, BUT MOSTLY AT MY LIVEJOURNAL.

Am gonna whine and whine.
almost break down just now.
I HATE ECONS.
I READ MY NOTES FOR THE WHOLE DAY, AND ITS ONLY 2 UNITS MIND YOU.
NOTHING SINKED IN AT ALL.
TOTALLY PISSED ME OFF, JUST WANT TO QUIT SCHOOL YOU KNOW.
I REALLY CAN'T STUDY AT ALL I HAVE A BRAIN BUT IT DOESN'T WORK.

I UNDERSTAND WHY PEOPLE TRANSFER TO POLY.
I REALLY REALLY REALLY WANT TO.
BUT, I can't disappoint my parents.

2009-08-18T20:35:00.001+08:00

Woohoo, blogger's screwed up again.

Go LJ k, or maybe i'm shifting again soon, see how.

2009-08-15T00:20:00.002+08:00

HUH WALAO BLOGGER IS BACK TO NORMAL HAHA.

BUT MY LJ STILL IN USE.

SO ANYWAY, TODAY IS MY GOOD LUCKY DAY.

AM GRINNING FOR EAR TO EARRRRRRRR :D

DAMN EXCITED LAH OKAY,

DONT KNOW IF IM ABLE TO GET TO SLEEP.

I BELIEVE IN FATE BUT I ALSO BELIEVE THAT FATE IS IN MY OWN HANDS.

ITS A GREAT NIGHT I'M DAMN HAPPY ARGH OMGGGGGGG.

CAN'T BELIEVE HOW HAPPY I AM.

BUT IMAGINE ME LOOKING SO UMGLAM & NOT THAT CLEAN.

ARGH NOT THE BET PRESENTATION, BUT AM CONTENTED.

POKPOKKYOU@LJ FOR MORE HEHE.

ADRENALINE RUSH & HEART BEATING SOOOOOO FAST.

2009-08-10T14:27:00.001+08:00

pfft.

everytime i sign into blogger, i wish to see my toolbar.

but my wish doesn't come true):

screw physics.
its 2plus alr and i haven't study.
and the chapters are all those that i dont understand.

grrrrr.

I went to buy files yesterday, & also cut abit of my hair.
:D

Its a boring bad day.

2009-08-08T14:57:00.002+08:00

WALAO BLOGGER STILL SUCKS LIKE SHIT.

http://pokpokkyou.livejournal.com

CAN'T CLICK COS I LOST THE WHOLE TOOLBAR ON MY BLOGGER.
COPY&PASTE&LINK!

2009-08-05T20:17:00.000+08:00

I have no idea what to do.

Blogger still sucks but Im blogging!

2009-08-02T12:55:00.001+08:00

kkkkkkkk didn't blog properly for rather long!

this (or is it last week) wasn't that great.
rushing through work everyday, CCA's and all.
My friend says my blog is all about studies & so I'm a mugger.
whatever lah seriously, mugger for all I care.
I want to be a mugger, why not?
but I can't because I haven't been studying since yesterday, & when I study its all homework, not like I'm studying for Promos now.

But anyway, Friday was really tiring, & it will be so for every friday ><
School till 4.30, with extra lectures that is.
then CCA till 6.30, rush down for Triple E, & time passes fast till 9.30pm.
Supper after that and home around 11 to 11.30pm.
Tiring..but fun :D

ohoh, I 'lost' Mansfield calculatorrrrrrrrrr, but i found it ^^
Last friday I forgot to return to him, & this friday he said he couldn't find it when he went back to find.
thennnn for the panicky wenxin, THE PANIC ALARM RANG FOR ME.
I looked around frantically, seriously.
Felt super guilty & sorry, so I keep looking high & low for it.
after like the almost-give up-mood, I found itttttt :D :D :D
Mansfield was freaking happy lah I swear.
I was damn happy toooooo and relieved.
I feel STUPID K.

yunling(?) also lost her calculator but i found it too, I'm pro at finding stuff RIGHT.

& WaiKhee was damn funnnyyyy !
She, *ahem, rang the emergency alarm.
The emergency button is just located above the lights button, & she pressed wrong cos she was helping me to find the calculator =x
OOPS HAHA.
hahahhahahahahahahaah.
but i couldn't laugh at that point of time cos I was busy searching for the calculator.
She was damn paisehhhhh, but everyone thought it was nothing HAHA.
Funny woman.

So I tried SHAKER FRIES FOR THE FIRST TIME.
LAG I KNOW.
I swear its damn freaking nice !!!
I keep wanting more.
and i ate that ytd too [:

I'm lusting over N97, keep thinking of it like crazy, I really want it very badly !
$980, WHERE DO I GET THAT KIND OF MONEY ?!
): ): ):
The new Cybershot phone is damn chiooooooooo too !
white white white I like whiteeeeeee.

Argh Argh Argh I want ShakerFries & N97.

Stressed it may be for this week, but seeing H just makes me feel much much much better :D totally.

2009-08-01T16:13:00.000+08:00

I can't upload pictures still, am pissed!

shall move soon.

2009-07-27T20:56:00.000+08:00

0.o why I still can't post picturesssss !!! ):

anyway, Happy Birthday Doreen :D
we went out ytd & it was fun hahahha ^^

kkkkkkkk no pictures I think MY blogger sucks.

Not happy not happy not happy.

2009-07-26T13:22:00.001+08:00

Blogger looks better today, but still f up.
anyway, i just changed my mind on N97 to C903 :D
kkkkkkkkkkk waiting for phone to die like hurry die so I can get new one since i got no money & no one's buying for me EHEM.

EOM need to find new article damn damn damn it no time.

dreading Wednesdays & Fridays now hate it hate it, if can pon school on these days I will be super happy please.
but i hope friday nights will be superb & i've decided to join Triple E permanently.
Shall make it for every lesson no matter how busy I am ^^
People, join Triple E lehhhh !
It'll be fun JOIN JOIN JOIN(:

walao cannot upload pictures sian lah blogger.

when I ignore people it just means that im not in the right mood, or im starting to dislike you.
or maybe I can't be bothered with you anymore.

2009-07-25T14:55:00.001+08:00

LOL BLOGGER STILL LOOKS STUPID.

K since its so dumb this will be a super short post.

It's a bad week.
real horrible one, hate it like hell.

looking forward to tmr but I have too much work undone.

freak.

I want to let you know.

2009-07-21T21:57:00.002+08:00

O.o blogger is stupid I dont know where Im typing hahahahahha no border & format in a mess.

Im eyeing on Nokia N97 :D
first time i want big phone -.-

Argh can't stand it blogger sucks now, totally !
Someone buy me the phone pleaseeee.

Can't wait for Sunday.

2009-07-16T21:23:00.004+08:00

Today was cool.

Know why?
Mr Nathan, GP teacher, praised my work today :D
He marked my AQ and gave me a 3seconds stare first.
Then, "Did you do it yourself?"
I was like thinking, "Abuden."
Thought he was gonna scold/say me like he always used to.

"Very good."
"Very clear & good."

Wenxin stuns.
Flip the paper, saw " Very good."

See many ticks with hardly any corrections.

Smile & says "Thank you."

Mr Nathan says," You saw the comment in your Paper 1 so you didn't want to disappoint me right?"

I gave the Huh face.

HE FIRST TIME SAY MY WORK GOOD LEHHHHH.
SO SURPRISING MAN.

happy :D

Yesterday was cool as well.
saw H at the start of the day & at the end.
cool not.
total of 5times yesterday.
my new YYR.

64Days to Promos.. sense the urgency yet ?

2009-07-15T17:49:00.002+08:00

I just want a simple greeting.

2009-07-13T18:39:00.002+08:00

My freaking computer keeps coming out that Trojan Horse virus thing, hate it.
Have 3 Anti-virus programs alr, WHAT THE VIRUSES WANTS ?!
damn asshole, made me so pissed off last night, was trying to do work !!!
but well, the work wasnt needed today... -.-

So anyway, Vivien came to my house ytd, we mugged ! :D :D :D
I tell you, I may start falling in love with mugging, AT MY OWN PACE.
Sounds stupid, but i haven't transform to a mugger yet..

My life seriously ain't interesting.
how interesting can it get when im in MJC ?!
But i had a nice talk with RachelPHANGGGGGGGGGG on the mrt today (:
First time we had a serious talk hah.

Today got back 3papers, ahhhhhh hope to get back everything tmr.
getting the jitters.

I miss the 8aypokks, i want to meet them soon, all of them !

NOT ONE BUT TWO.

2009-07-10T22:03:00.005+08:00

Monday was out with my darlings, but no pictures, weren't in any picture mood.

Tuesday to Friday sucks.
School is tiring zz.
Lectures/Tutorials and blahblah, HOMEWORK.
had to take nap every day before starting work or even play.
sucky.

Restaurant City is like can't play now ARGH WTH.
I'm just typing randomly because I'm bored.

Phone sucks, keeps restarting & blacking-out.
stupid.

Tomorrow PW meeting ahhhhh I want it done fast.

2009-07-08T22:31:00.001+08:00

I'm not as happy as I look, don't assume.

2009-07-07T23:43:00.002+08:00

Back to school, feels stupid cos tutorials are not the usual sitting arrangement, but the dumb kind.

Anyway, have too much work to be done, am stressing up again soon.

Oh, CHIA LI PINNNNNN !
GUESS WHAT. Vui Chee is in MY SCHOOL !!!
i was like OMG SO MANY TIMES WHEN I REALISE.

okay time for bed.
school starts late tmr ^^

2009-07-05T00:45:00.002+08:00

Am really bored.

Tell me what I should do.

Someone ask me out today leh!

If not I'll die of boredom ):

Confusing.

2009-07-04T13:18:00.007+08:00

I don't know what to do.

I'm just missing that somebody.

Its the feeling of losing, again.

Why haven't I seen it coming?

It is that I'm not likeable anymore, or that you have changed.

I know that our friendship may not be as strong as in secondary school,

but I don't like such a big change.

I don't have to know your everyday plans,

but I just hope I'm always there for you,

& be there at the first minute when you need help.

I'm afraid you'll get hurt.

I don't like it when my friend isn't happy.

I want you back.

I want the cheerful you, not the pretense you.

I think I'm selfish.

I'm over-protective, over sensitive.

I suck okay.

I just want the

"I'm always here for you",

to be valid again.

Its gone I'm sure.

I just feel something heavy pulling me back.

And I can do nothing to change,

& I know that because I've tried very hard.

Lets just say, I'm giving up now.

But I still want my friend back.

2009-07-03T17:38:00.004+08:00

Blog partially revamped (:
shift some stuff here & there, deleted stuff too.
main colour is the same haha !

Anyway, am waiting for the 3 slow pokks, since 3 !!!
slow
slow
slow.

End up i went to play with my webcam hehe.

Oh, I think the Coca Cola advertisement's song is great :D
Derrickkkkkkkk !

am in love with life.

2009-07-03T00:20:00.003+08:00

today's cool.

Last day of MYE for meeeeee !
hahahha, Vivien says i was zi-highing all the while, which is rather true.
I made them walk with me from MJC to mrt station, hehe ! :D
went whitesands for food, &..
.
.
.
.
.
I bought my blingggggggg lanyard :D :D :D
Did I mention that it was my dream lanyard ?
have been looking for it for damn longgggg, cos i imagined it.
& then i was sooooo happy when i found it today ! ^^
but well... I think its not EXACTLY the way i want it, but shall make do with it !

Was excited & i texted Kahhhh just now to tell her ! (:

oh, went Ehub as well, didnt do anything much !
just walked up & down & out hahaha.
Went to meet SiewChen after that !

Just saw Amanda's msg & it made me laugh LOL.
She's still thinking about the photos we took in jacuzzi, while eating/drinking our milkshake & fries.
hahahah LOUSY SHER.
it took me quite some time to register what photos she was referring too, cos its so long ago !

Anywayyy, my mum asked me some weird questions today when i reached home.
She asked if I had a boyfriend..& i said NO.
Then she said she thought _____ was my boyfriend -.-
damn dots !
& I was like, cannot be !
& I anyhow said something like, he likes some girl alrdy..
then she asked, how you know ?
I was like, he says one lah duh.

Weird right !

SO I ASSUME TMR'S GONNA BE A HAPPY DAY.
meeting lovely peopleeeee yayyyyy [:

2009-06-28T15:06:00.003+08:00

tomorrow's MYE.
excited ?

zz im not done studying, am worrying about physics/chem/econs having no time to study.
math is still in progress, kind of bored alr !

I need motivation.

4 more days then its game over, mug now.
prepared to fail, but not blank out.

bored.

2009-06-23T22:33:00.003+08:00

:O i just realised a blogged twice a day..
but its almost two different days LOL.

today was..fine.

woke up at 10.

alarm clock rang from 7am to 10am, zai.

no wonder my phone has low batt now.

studying sucked.
can't mug..

I want to postpone midyears.

I need to blog on some interesting stuff, but theres not enough time.

proper blogging after midyears I promise.
though my blog is so like empty..nobody ohwells.

can't wait for exams.

I know its such a contradiction.

but I want to see what kind of questions are there.

but i wouldn't like to stone & spend the 3hours sleeping for each paper..

okay this sucks.

nothing to blog about.

anyway..

here's Jac myboyfriend :D